It comes a time where none of us know what to say or do.
I became selfish and demanding because I found a bigger sister in a friend. I forgot that love appreciation and acceptance is very important. Not materialistic things.
I fought big sis like almost everyday. But when she not around me to speak to me or guide me or advice me I feel lost. I miss her alot. Two and a half years of knowing a person who would let me get away with murder is really the worse feeling today. She would not shout or scream at me when i did something wrong. Instead talk to me. Both of us being Taurus we liked things our way and bump heads in certain things not agreeing to what we both were doing.
Certain things she is doing i don't approve of but I have to accept it as it really isnt easy speaking to a taurus who wants it her way.
Motivating me in many ways is what I love. Has also encouraged me to apply for police college. Big sis really keeps me on my toes. She isn't my blood family though she taken as one.
I lost myself when fights started and forgot no gift will make things better. Except understanding and communication. She would say to me 'leave me for sometime, give me some space'. I refused to listen and I started pushing her away further and further. Got me nowhere.
Lesson in life - materialistic stuff don't buy love and fights don't make things better. If one is upset one should think with a calm collective mind to avoid steering the pot further.
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